Thursday, January 11, 2007
I've sort of been irrationally angry all day today. I'm also really freaking tired. There is a strong possibility that the two are related. I went to the mall today, and it exhausted me. It was good to be walking around (it's an outdoor mall) and getting air and everything. It was tough though, being on my feet and carrying various bags for about two hours. It made me realize how stupid shopping is. People just walking around, mindlessly sifting through clothes that are all essentially the same product, just in a slightly different cut or color. I went into Abercrombie, just for kicks, and seriously, all of their shirts looked exactly the same. So that was lame. I left the mall and just sat in my car for a couple minutes before I even started driving. My body was like, "woah Caroline, overload there. Breathe a sec." And then I drove home with a stop at Wendy's, where my faith in the goodness of life was restored. I napped for two hours this afternoon, and I'm still tired. So, tomorrow, I'm taking it easy. haha, I feel so lame for having to "take it easy" after spending two hours at a bloody mall. But whatever. Maybe tomorrow I'll walk to Starbucks with a book and sit there for two hours. That'd be nice. Oh, and also, the nodes in my neck are swollen, I think. hmm... I don't know if that's good or bad. But hopefully sleeping will calm them down too. mmkay. haha. Nodes.