In the meantime, I am slowly figuring out what to do with myself in the present tense. I work; I run every other day; and I am starting to volunteer. With whom, do you ask, am I volunteering? Well. There is a non-profit organization based here in Chicago that I heard about nearly three years ago when I was home and receiving chemo. At the time, I was too stubborn and self-absorbed to think much about the group and how it could help me. Now, however, I have realized, especially after being in Wyoming with other cancer survivors, that this group would have helped me tremendously while I was in treatment, but as it is, it is my turn to help. So what is this fantastic organization? Imerman Angels. It is a cancer support group that pairs current cancer patients with survivors, "Angels." The mission and intent of the organization is that no person should have to feel so isolated and alone while dealing with cancer. Somewhere, someone else has gone through a similar experience, and the Angels aim to match those people - someone to talk to who understands. It was founded by Jonny Imerman who is easily one of the most charismatic and genuinely nice people I have ever met. I have met him twice now, the second time this past Monday at a fundraiser, and both times I have been completely blown away by his attitude and kindness. His commitment to and belief in Imerman Angels is so amazing; it is rare to find someone so truly and completely dedicated to helping others. You meet him and cannot help but want to do everything you possibly can for his cause.
So, I wanted to be a part of this group. After my experience in Wyoming, I realized how important it is to have a support group who understands what you've gone through. Also, the volunteers participate in a bunch of different fun fundraisers all the time, and I figure it is a good way to get out there and meet people with similar interests. It's good, and I am excited to really start helping.
Otherwise, that is about it. I still think about cancer every single day but no longer all the time, every day. I am slowly letting it stop controlling me, although it's tough, sometimes, to just let it go. To learn and move on. I wish I had a firmer plan for my future; it is really disconcerting not having something to work towards, like a graduation. Oh well. Anywhoo, keep on keeping on, and have a spectacular weekend! I certainly will, and let me know if you would like a free pound of Starbucks coffee. Word.