Around October, I tried to stop eating wheat/gluten based products, knowing that gluten allergies can affect the bowels. There, however, I came across a huge challenge. I was hungry all the damn time, and frankly, I just couldn't do it. I could not drop three major food groups from my life. Especially when one of my personal dietary staples was (is...) pizza. So I have retained wheat in my life, although primarily the whole and unbleached variety. Honestly, I don't think it was the wheat anyway.
The other thing is that I have always had a dangerously soft spot for sugar and chocolate. Even now, even this afternoon, I would just as soon have a cookie and a Starbucks sugar bombe drink than eat food with any nutritional value. Well, maybe that isn't quite true. If there had been tasty and satisfying food handy, I would have gladly eaten it. As it stood, I was super hungry at work, and, well, I work at Starbucks. Like I said, I am lazy; I also forgot I made some delicious pasta last night and it was just chilling, all alone, in my fridge. It's funny though because I am not ignorant. I know the amount of sugar I consume is Not Good for anyone, much less someone who has already had a slew of sugar-hungry cells take over her body for a little while. In the most basic of layman's terms, from what I understand, sugar stimulates cancer-cell growth. From there it gets a whole lot more technical for my liberal arts majoring self, but I get the gist of it: too much sugar = bad for cancer patients, especially those with tumors. Too much sugar is not healthy, period, but how does it affect former cancer patients, those of us whose tumors have (hopefully) disappeared?
I am sure all of this is somehow connected: my stomach troubles; my low-energy levels throughout the day; my sugar affinity; my lack of motivation to go to the gym. What I am not sure of, however, is how this all connects to my having had cancer. Because, of course, this is all cancer's fault... Haha. I am also not sure where to go from here. Meat? No meat? Wheat? Or not? I'm sure we all can agree that I should get rid of all the sugar... But that is easily the hardest part. Does it all come down to motivation? And, if that is the case, any suggestions on how to stay motivated....?
In all seriousness, I would really like to hear what anyone else has experienced in a similar situation. Did cancer (or illness) force you to change your diet for good? How and to what end? Perhaps the best thing for me to do would be to meet with a sports nutritionist. Or a hypnotist... Either way. I'm sure one day all of these things will straighten themselves out. Or you can help me straighten them out...? Or I will straighten them out. Or, something like that.
also: HAPPY NEW YEAR. Here's hoping 2010 brings only and many wonderful things to everyone. :) Peace.
